by Janina Koch, Cologne, Germany
Yesterday I had an Esoteric Breast Massage (EBM) with one of the beautiful Esoteric Healing practitioners from Norway. I was asked what my intention was for having the treatment and I said “appreciation for myself and also tenderness”.
I know that I am very tender but like to override how I feel i.e. the sensitivity and preciousness that I am.
I recently read many of the blogs in Women in Livingness about ‘Breasts’ which I have loved because, oh yes I have two breasts too!
Concerning my own breasts, I had convinced myself that I was not very much in contact with them and left it at that and so I was amazed what some women had written about the ‘connection with their breasts’.
Yesterday during my Esoteric Breast Massage I could feel that I like to escape into my mind and not stay in touch with feeling my breasts because I did not like to feel what they were telling me: they felt sore, swollen and painful.
My practitioner and I talked about it and I realised that I am actually in contact with my breasts, since I do feel that they often hurt, however, I’ve never wanted to listen and consider before how this pain could be related to the way I choose to live.
After the treatment the whole front of my body felt alive and I drove home in my car choosing to stay in touch with this deep connection, which was a very new experience for me as it had opened up something I have ignored in the past. I could feel the quality of my breasts – the left one ‘precious’ and the right one ‘delicious’ and as I appreciated these two qualities, my heart was singing along in joy silently.
And this morning as I was singing, I reminded myself to get in touch and communication with my breasts and heart area – what a new experience for I sang along with so much more joy and ease! Celebrating my breasts and welcoming them!
Wow now I feel how power-full it is to be in touch with my breasts and that when I listen and appreciate them my life changes in a big way, as I live feeling the tenderness and joy that I am.